Preparation

damn tired....finished hiding watever i wan 2 hide liaoz.....i mean i feel damn insecured when my relatives r coming over..i mean even if my hi bye frenz come over....i dun even feel so insecured....i shldnt feel this wae rite but i am feeling this wae...i like the atmosphere of having a big crowd for celebration but on the other hand i c the conflicts tat results....mayb tat y i feel so insecured ba...i hope that tml will b over veri soon....All this trouble juz 4 a promise...y do ppl promise? Promises make sure things happen?? If there is the case...there is no trust.......y promise to do sth....cant u juz do it if u wan to....