Probably life isnt just about winning

I always strive to win. At least tat's wat i feel. U work hard for sth just to aim to lose? It doesnt realli make sense rite? I like watching my hard work pay off. I alwaes taught myself to feel gd about winning, about achieveing goals. I nv knew thought of those who failed to attain the top and mayb even couldnt make it through.

He taught me that nobody wants to be left behind, he taught me to look back at those whu gt left behind. All of a sudden, I dont feel like winning anymore....